Currently Listening This Is a Process of a Still Life By This Is a Process of a Still Life see related

i am writing a movie and your all in it. but ill die in the end if everything works out

im planning alot of things and some of it is working out....

.i cancelled my phone for those who are wondering, there are sometimes during my life
that i just need to be by myself and it was really hindering that, and i felt worse each time i just didnt pick up
so i cancelled it.
i am using the internet less and less because it is something that i see less and less good coming from so i am not tying to use it as much and only when i need to.
yes...im still going bald...should i just shave my head? or at least buzz it again?
kristi and john i am happy for you i really am and i hope to be invited. though i wont hold it against you if i dont.
because i am a party pooper.
i got to see my sister this thanksgiving which was wicked awesome and jim and his sister....they too are both awesome of the wicked sort i didnt honestly think i would enjoy seeing her as much as jim and mandy but boy was it good to see a familiar face... sadly my sister never said goodbye to me...i think she thought that i left with jeremy and sirtina to wherever they had left...but i didnt i was sitting inside my mothers house sipping tea and eating strumpets. oh and nate was there. it was fun to see him and his girlfriend is wicked sweet on guitar hero
i really am writing a movie and its gonna be a tear jerker...haha who would have thought i would write a sad movie...
oh yeah and jeremy threatened to hit me in the jaw..in a round about way...
and it makes me think i have overwelcomed my stay..
does anybody want me?
ill move like that!

if you want to talk to me call my home.
i have no coat for winter all my coats and hoodies are gone...
i think i am losing weight but i feel like i am getting larger, hopefully its just anorexia.

                          love,
              whoever it is you love.

Currently Listening Suck out the Poison By He Is Legend see related

i am still alive.

i dont have the internet anymore.

its not as bad as i thought it would be

can anyone get a hold of cody pursel?

heres my life...

new "he is legend" album

final fantasy 12 collectors edition( i know i am so incredibly lame, but now all of you know my secret)

working 8-9 hours a day...which sucks let me tell ya.

i cant listen to certain music anymore...because i am lame.

planning to call peter, but a little nervous( and i dont know why?)

planning my life... you are all still in it.

balding...ha its inevitable

" when i dream, i dream of a person and i get SO CLOSE. But when i touch your shoulder...your face dissapears.
and i am left wanting. only then do i realize someone else is inside. and i am only creating you, not finding you."